I still remember how much you cried that night during The Used set. How happy you were. Our first show together. I rmember you had just gotten those black heeled boots and how the whole sole came off and you had Bert sign it. I remember how happy you were when I told you I bought a poster and merch so you could meet Bert. I remember carrying you to my car through the snow so your foot wouldnt get soaked. How much fun we had. I remember.
"food’s ready come downst-"
a banker went to prison and the world didn’t end. huh? let’s try it here
oh. my. god. if you dont reblog this Im judging you.
I want to thank the heavens above for giving us such an amazing picture. I want to thank her parents for not using a rubber that night. And I want to thank my eye doctor for giving me the glasses to see this clearly.
Are those real ? 😍😍
Holy mother of shit fuck
What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it.
this deserve so many notes
so i saw this gif around tumblr and thought “he’s making such a disgusted face, it’d be perfect if the gif was revers—-“
i did it. it’s done.
speaking of reversed Frozen gifs
you turned a kids movie into an animated porno
“I forgot what I sent you” — ancient snapchat proverb (via tentacoolaid)
except its my grandmother
Me: I'll sleep early tonight and get a good 8 hours
Me: *watches entire season of tv show*
Me: *reads every book i own*
Me: *goes on quest to find the holy grail*
this still fucks me up
Its 3am. Tonight was going great until now.
Its so hard to explain my feelings about you and what happened and how it was literally the biggest fucking mistake I’ve ever made. Losing you has fucked me up so badly. I can’t do anything without thinking of you or us. I would trade anything to have you back and the shitty thing is is that I’ll never have you back. Not in the same way.
I know how badly I fucked up. I know what I did was fucked up. But these past few months have been the worst fucking times of my life. I will never be able to show you that these past few months have changed me so much. I’ll never have that chance to show you that I’m not who I was back then.
I literally wanted to spend my life with you. Through thick and thin. You were so worth it to me. Despite all of the shit I put you through, I still love you more than I love myself. It was always like that.
The best year of my life was with you. Everything I talk about when I talk about the past, happened with you. I can’t think of ANYTHING I didn’t do without you.
I loved making every memory with you. I loved doing everything with you. And I had to go and fuck it all up. Now? Now look at me. The happiest time I’ve had since we broke up was when I spent a week straight being high. Some fucking happiness. I didn’t even need to be high to be happy with you. I could just think of coming home after a day of school or work and be happier than I have been.
I remember when you would come home from a long day of class and work and I would give you a body rub and expect nothing back. All I wanted was to make you feel better. I wanted you to feel loved because with all of the shit that happened to you, I still love you for you to this very fucking second.
I look for you in everyone I meet. There is NOBODY like you. Nobody can ever completely fill this void in my chest. I know you are my other half. I knew it the day we started talking and I knew it throughout our entire relationship and I still know it.
I just want you back more than anything.