Saturday, August 30, 2014
So yesterday was the second time I tripped on mushrooms. Probably the most intense, eye opening, mind opening and out of bofy experience I’ve ever personally been through. Made me question everything with, “But, why?”. Everything. And a looott of shit was moving around and breathing. I’ve learned a lot about myself through this trip. There’s a lot out there that could easily distract you from your main goal in life. In the end, we’re all really just trying to better our own lives or we’re working to make other people’s lives better, whether we want to or not. Life is not as simple as I sometimes think.
Its 4:20 (go figure) and I’m anxious about school. Not about the social aspect. I’m fucking AWESOME with people, but with time management and focusing on school. That’s what I’m afraid of. Because that’s what I have to work on to better myself. If I can do that, then I will really have my life by the balls.
I hope I’ll find people who I can really connect with on deeper levels at Wentworth. Meaningful relationships just make my life that much stress free. Once again, I’m being selfish but I need something to keep me sane. These shrooms had me tripping major balls.
Oh yeah, almost got attacked by a women who looked just like a zombie today in the arbs. At night. This women with a blanket wrapped around her turned around after passing me and my friends, and came towards us. Pretty quickly. Niggas was OUT. Probably the scariest moments of my life. She looked just like a zombie it was crazy.
Anyways, I vented and I want to shower. I might get some sleep. We’ll see. ~
So I’m stuck at work until 11 so I might as well write. It’s been a while. Tomorrow is the last day of my Summer Math class. Monday is my final. I really should pass it. I get 4 college credits if I do. That’s pretty fucking rad. There’s a mouse at work and he’s smart as fuck. They’ve set so many traps up under the fridges and hes still out here husslin. Starin this lil nigga down as I type this.
This is what my life has become. Work and school. I barely pick up anymore and I don’t know how I feel about that.
I love smoking weed. I owe a lot to weed actually. It really helped me get through some shit and it’s just a lot of fun. But its also an expense and I’m cheap as fuck (sometimes).
My friends choose weed over me and its pretty shit. Fuck them though. I don’t need their shit regardless. They’ve only held me down lately. I will admit that I love having company and friends around though.
Adrian is still around which is awesome. He’s been around and a loyal friend since eighth fucking grade. I find it ironic that he’s my dealer and we don’t even smoke everytime we hangout. He’s the only friend I have that will still hangout with me and not want to always get stoned. Its really something great.
I’m geeling pretty shitty today. Maybe its the weather. It probably is. Whatever it may be, I just want school to start so I can find new friends and new experiences. ~
Would you like to come in for a cup of tea?
this concerns me
remember far east movement
an amazing story
Bathroom with glass floor, overlooking a 15 story elevator shaft.
In case you needed help shitting yourself.
omg that comment though